妈妈，您要健健康康。

今早一打开facebook, 发现妹妹的最新状况写着：
“妈妈，你一定要健健康康。”

我着急了，急忙sms问妹妹。

妹妹回短讯写着：
“妈妈吃了榴莲，今早昏昏沉沉，看了医生，医生说须到医院做心脏检查。”

我急哭了。

妈妈健康一向就不好。
阅到医生说要做心脏检查，我害怕了。
害怕妈妈的身体真的出状况。

等待妹妹的新消息时，我想了许多。
我哭着、哭着。
自己的呼吸又再急促。
全身又要开始麻痹。
不知是好。
心里只能恳求老天帮忙。

妈妈的身体报告有了着落。
妈妈没事。
我心中大石总算可放下。
虽然想回家，但不敢回家，担心妈妈会担心我。

妈妈，我好想在您身旁，照顾您。
妈妈，您要好好照顾您身体，您要健健康康噢。。。

A Dance

26 August 2012

Dance is the activity for the day.

It became the release of stress before final exam.

Lecturer is Ms Kim Chow.

A person who is MC of the wedding or dinner night.

How pretty she is, althought she already not young.

She taught PSY's horse dance, classic dance and more.

And our project was became choreographer.

"GEE" sang by SNSD, became our choice.

First time dance this kind of dance, a feminine dance. Quite uncomfortable for me.

It's hard to learn for me. Because before I only make BOY'S dance.

Looked at the video and found that I really not suitable to this kind dance.

Next time I wouldn't try it again.

***DANCE is hidden LANGUAGE of the SOUL***

Different Moods in New Semester

New semester started.
New friends new starter.
All in new.

But my mood for this semester mixed.
In low and high spirits.
Assignments and tests, let me feel the stress.
Group members, some good and some headache.

I almost want to give up when I met some problem in assignment group.
But, when I think back, it not worth to me if I give up.

Because it is short semester, everything is rush off time.
I need to manage my study and assignment time.
So that wouldn't be fail in final exam again.

God, please bless me.
I don't want fall down again and again.
My heart can't accept the failure already.

*** YURI, BE CALM! DON'T STRESS! BELIEVE THAT U CAN DO IT! ***

Finally...

Exam result released.
I closed my eye, thought and said to myself.
If the result is bad, what should I do?
I thought, and thought the question again and again.
While waited for the page loaded.

I thought a lot and my answer in my heart gave.
If the result is bad, then I quit my studies.
That's is my answer followed my heart.

I opened my eye and saw the result.
I only saw the grades roughly.
And I passed all the subjects.
I so excited and can't wait to told my daddy and mummy.

Daddy asked me to look clearly and carefully again.
I obeyed.
And looked again the result.
STATUS: CANDIDATE TO CONTINUE.
Surely.
I passed all.
I really excited this time.
NOW, I noticed.
PAID HARD WILL HAVE A GREAT FEEDBACK.
I appreciated and will study harder next time to improve my result.
A stone in my heart finally can put down already.
Oops, not put down, is THROW AWAY!!!

***YURI, finally U CAN DO IT***

Result Will Released SOON!!!

2 more days to go.
Exam result will be released.
I really lose my direction once I heard the new.
What result I will get?
I can't see my future already.
I need someone to be my audience and also adviser.
So that I can get some advice from him/her.
This time really will affect my future.
Hopely, I can pass the exam as well.
If not, I gonna fall to the hell AGAIN!!!
BAD or GOOD???
God, please bless me,ok???
Tolong!!! tolong!!!