Finally...

Exam result released.
I closed my eye, thought and said to myself.
If the result is bad, what should I do?
I thought, and thought the question again and again.
While waited for the page loaded.

I thought a lot and my answer in my heart gave.
If the result is bad, then I quit my studies.
That's is my answer followed my heart.

I opened my eye and saw the result.
I only saw the grades roughly.
And I passed all the subjects.
I so excited and can't wait to told my daddy and mummy.

Daddy asked me to look clearly and carefully again.
I obeyed.
And looked again the result.
STATUS: CANDIDATE TO CONTINUE.
Surely.
I passed all.
I really excited this time.
NOW, I noticed.
PAID HARD WILL HAVE A GREAT FEEDBACK.
I appreciated and will study harder next time to improve my result.
A stone in my heart finally can put down already.
Oops, not put down, is THROW AWAY!!!

***YURI, finally U CAN DO IT***

Result Will Released SOON!!!

2 more days to go.
Exam result will be released.
I really lose my direction once I heard the new.
What result I will get?
I can't see my future already.
I need someone to be my audience and also adviser.
So that I can get some advice from him/her.
This time really will affect my future.
Hopely, I can pass the exam as well.
If not, I gonna fall to the hell AGAIN!!!
BAD or GOOD???
God, please bless me,ok???
Tolong!!! tolong!!!

Why I'm so stupid?

Today had a Economics exam paper.

A paper that I had been prepare above 3 days, and today I re-memorised it again because scare of can't answer the paper.

When I did the revision with graphs of fiscal policies and monetary policies, I tried to remind myself don't mix them up. However, this happened during the exam. The question asked for graph for fiscal policies, I drew the graph for monetary policies. How stupid I am!!!

Besides this, I also think too much for the question of graph of a firm in competitive industry in short run. The 1st answer I gave already correct, but I erased it just because of this question would not be easy as well. In fact, the question is really easy. How stupid I am AGAIN!!!

Not only for this, I also give up the question that may lead to me 20marks, and chose the question I thought I can answer it well but in fact not. Now the marks for that question may only lead me less than 10. How stupid I am AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

In the conclusion, what can I do now is try hard to improve my Business Accounting 2 paper as higher marks as I can to balance the CGPA in 2.0, so that I would not be terminated!

God, please bless me on the BA 2 paper!!!

雨过天晴了吗？

乌云朵朵来，

大风阵阵吹，

雷公声声响，

电母道道闪。

滴答滴答地，

雨水从天降，

宛如天怜心，

为某人而泣。

吾望窗外也，

回首昔日情，

吾知吾之心，

早已心灰也。

吾因之受教，

催己莫留心，

如今已成功，

不再软之心。

如今再相见，

犹如陌生人，

只有打招呼，

莫有说笑也。

雨停晴朗天，

吾醒泪已流，

莫再盼之情，

情愿只身也。

Time for fight! figHT!! FIGHT!!!

Yuri, you CAN do it!

It's the time...
The time for prepare final examination!

I want fight for it!
To remain my status,
NOT, is to IMPROVE my current status in final examination's result.

I want fight for it!
To prove that I not WEAK.

I want fight for it!
To prove that I not me, but is whole NEW me!

WHAT I want now, is to
FIGHT!
FIGHT!!
FIGHT!!!
FIGHT FOR EXAM!!!!!